MC day 2. Gosh I'm fcking bored at home. Was thinking if I can somehow convince my mummy that I'm fit enough to go for training later but she just told my daddy not to bring me out for lunch lest I spread the flu bug to others. So, well I don't need to ask already. Wtf. Sianz.

So I was flickring just now and decided to flickr Willa Holland, Nicole Richie & Taylor Momsen. GAWD. Coolios the way they wear. Sometimes I'm so torn between layering and just plain wearing. As in to layer or not to layer. Cause by layering, you save more. Cause you can like wear the same thing with different accessories and mixtures and people won't go WTF SHE'S WEARING THE SAME THING AGAIN. But Hollywood stars make non-layering look way too good. Guess money's the issue here. Gah. Flickring their images make me torn between boho and grunge too. ): HAHAHA. Sheesh. I sound so bimbo. Like what to wear also must think so much. Guess its just me.(: But who cares, as long as I'm happy fck care whoever thinks I'm superficial or whatever.

OMFG HOW DO THEY LOOK SO GOOD WEARING SO SIMPLE?!!??!?!?! >.<

Nicole Richie

Willa Holland. (somehow she gives me the CoryKennedy vibes which is too darn awesome)

Taylor Momsen aka Jenny Humphrey on the popular CW series, Gossip Girl.

Anyways, received an awesome email earlier(: FleaFlyFloFun confirmed on 25th July. Do come down and support :D

Updates later, now I'm out.



PS: Oh yes, and I was thinking of converting my entire wardrobe to black stuff maybe with the occasional colour. But yeh(:
PPS: Should I dye my hair back to black? Cause I'm getting quite bored of my brown hair already):
PPPS: Bangs or sideswept????\:

Have I posted this before? I can't remember 'cause sometimes I skip a few cause they don't seem to apply to my life right then & posting it would seem a little redundant. Gosh I'm so screwed luh, MC for 2days when tomorrow supposed to be the day my mentor assess my lesson. Owells, gave her a call she said she'll just assess me on Thursday then but thats like what one day before Philip assess me. Great, thats just fantastic news!\: Owells, deal with it.

My throat feels horrid.): & my nose feels like its gonna drop off anytime & I feel ugly.): Quit messing with my head. Oh God, I can't stop thinking. I'm such a loser, stay strong asshole. Fck.

Ok time for my meds. Anyone has one for the heart?

Holy shit, my throat hurts like fuck now. D: Oh my, how how tomorrow should I skip attachment? What if I don't skip then I really have swineflu howzz? All the poor kids kena howz?): -whines. Die luh. I fcking hate attachment. The kids are cute and all but I don't like dealing with the stress. Fck it.

Anyways, today was fun! :D Flea and Ajisen! Although it rained during the Flea & BFF, BMF and me had to wear plastic bags on our heads IT WAS MEGA FUN(: So happy! HAHAHAHA! We look retarded but we're cool like that(: HAHAHHAA! Bought my grey contacts and a white top which only costs 10 BUCKAROOS. WTF SO CHEAPCHEEP!{:

And and LOL, lately I've been rather obssessed with my nails I've no fcking idea why. One minute red, the next its nude, then its gold now its....

PINK!

:D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA! ME LOVES PINK.

AHHHH, I'm fickle like that(:

/edit.

See I told you they wouldn't last. Hate to say it and I know its rather mean, but "I told you so". Still had the cheek to ask me, 'what makes you think we would'. God, doesn't this show that I have way better judgement than you do? Ok, outta my system. Jo, out.

Arghhh, I'm so tired now!): Keep yawning away. Boo, but gotta clear some attachment stuffz now cause tomorrow I'll be out with BFF&BMF so no time to do anything and I wanna sleep early tomorrow! Owells.


Lookie lookie!! If you saw my twit about what colour should I paint my nails, here! I decided to paint it gold! So bling bling I had to tone down my laptop screen light else you can't see what an awesome colour it is(: HAHAHAHA! Actually I painted the nude colour yesterday but after today's poolslot everything chipped so I removed them. LOL.

Anyways, me is so eggcited about tomorrow!!(: Hahaha, nuff said.


Lately, I've switched my playlist again. Remember there was a period of time that all I heard were clubhits? Now its back to all the indie/emo songs. & I don't know why. Seems like such a coincidence. As if I'm trying to remember and recollect memories. But I can't seem to remember any. That conversation was very random, very out of the blue. And idk, bittersweet. I want to believe.

/edit.
to you: Why does it feel like we're running out of time?):
&to you: GOSH! WHAT A FEEBLE ATTEMPT TO MAKE ME JEALOUS, well sorry you fucktard, cause I'm not jealous at all! Seriously, cause LOL just ain't worth it. i'm only so worked up cause once again the other person is sooooo fugly likka china please! SHEESH, are you THAT desperate? Only Shuhui knows who I'm talking about ROFLMAO!

I'm running away, I'm leaing this place.

TGIS. I'm seriously really really glad this week is finally over. This whole week has been mad mad mad rush of attachment stuffs. Rushing chionging till super duper late/early in the morning, 2 to 5 hours of sleep only every day is taking a toll on my concentration. Like I wanna really concentrate on something but I can't cause my head would hurt cause I'm just too damn tired? Stress only. Haiyaa. Nehmind, this Sunday(: Finally some time to unwind(: Ohghey I wanna sleep already. Yesterday was pure orgasmic. Slept at 530 and woke up at 730. Seriously, awesome man. Was so listless the entire day and no appetite. Kayzxzxzx baiz naoz See ya soonz.

Oh my these days have been so tiring. Sleeping so late, rushing attachment stuffz and waking up so early for attachment too. But today, after attachment I went for some icecream&Macs therapy with my BMF(: It was awesome, gossiping and heart2hearts(: Too bad BFF couldn't join us): But its ok, cause we're going to have TeamBFF outing this Sunday!((: Finally something in this week worth looking forward to!(: AjisenRamen&HajiLane Flea!!((: OK, gotta go back to my attachment stuffz else I no need to sleep again): Goodbye.

Attachment this week is tiring tiring tiring. So damn tiring. Can't wait for 10th July to be over and done with, the fateful day where my field supervisor will come in and assess my lesson! Argh -screams STRESSFUL): Its Wednesday but weirdly I don't feel the strong urge to club. Hmm, must be too preoccupied with attachment already. Can't believe this will go on for so long.): Till 3rd August. OMG, I wanna set one day aside and do things that I won't usually do. Do stuffs out of the ordinary. Something EXCITING, an element my life has been missing out lately. These days I've been thinking, alot. & I realised everything about you seems foreign now. The picture of us is gathering dust. All my memories of you, gathering dust too. \: owells.

Who's up for Ajisen ramen & HajiLane Flea Market with BFF & me this Sunday!!!(: Text text me yo!(: