Had a pretty good day today. Though I spent alot of transportation. Cab to and fro tskkk. Should probably exercise more self discipline me thinks. Caught The Ugly Truth with Ng, was awesome and funny and vulgar! Saw the cutest guy ever at Vivo's Topshop oh God someone save me!): HAHAHA. Think Imma go out and do something with my hair tomorrow, IDK who knows maybe I'll shave it off. My life is so sad and sianzx right now. Life, please surprise me. I don't mind a Peter Parker or a Zac Efron, whichever goes. (: Goodbye.

Harrow! Here to update again! :D Hmm, but IDK what to update about. How about... me not clubbing for a week till 2 weeks? IDK have I told you that? Time for me to rest and chillax and relax whatever fuck. Give me skin some purity! So sad, everytime I xcore club my skin xcore dies like )): Time to shop for masks!

Lately I've been a little disappointed with my hair. Looks lacklustre and always tangled like fuck. Seriously, I can spot them split ends so easily! ): Been wanting to dye it back to black, since I have this golden/lightbrown for more than a year already. Should I? But I am still hesitating 'cause what if I like my lightbrown again how? Have to chiong dye again. TMD decisions decisions.

Got rid of my manicure colour. Surprisingly my nails are quite healthy.. looking. (: Bought a nail buffer shit and gave it away on the same day. HAHA, some angmoh saw me buffing my nails and got so fascinated he stopped me and asked me where I got it. So I gave mine to him. LOL. I can buy it anytime anyways! :D Such a nice Singaporean, he took a picture LOL!

Sigh, should I paint it gold, blue or nudish pink? Ahhhh, I really really like the gold, but the blue is cool BUT WHO CAN RESIST PINK! ^^v

GAHHH, off to bed naozxzx. So tired! Nights!

Sometimes it makes sense, sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes I'm all fine and dandy, sometimes I just can't stop wondering. But I know I'll be fine. (: Someday, soon enough. I can feel it already.

Anyone else agrees that the first song on my blog playlist is just fcking awesome? Ahhh, ' Day N Nite' Crooker's remix is my instant get high fix before clubbing! :D Anyways after my 4 days FUN campaign, I abit the sianzxzx about clubbing already. Hence, me is taking a weeklong break! From alcohol, partying and stuff! Abstinence! :D But for Amanda Mak! I will club again on the 7th! Whoop whoop! ^^



Ok laaaa, I wanna take a nap! Or maybe play my Sims3! What I can't seem to accomplish in life now? My Gwen Ronson will accomplish for me! :D So fun to play God! (:

I've always wanted us to go back to how we were last time. Not, as in together last time, but more of friends who can turn to each other kind. But we never could do that. And I don't know why.

But now, I know why. I no longer feel pain and hurt when I see you but I guess the fact remains that you, took my heart, tore it into mini mini itsy bitsy pieces and fed it to the sharks. Though we're friends now, or maybe acquaintances, but there's always this thing blocking us. Now we know.

OhMyGod, it sucks having a cough. Its so horrible. The phelgm is like,perpetually stuck in my throat! \: Tiny little bastards. Ok, gonna go get my coffee. Updates again later, bye!

Something exceedingly terrible has happened. I feel so helpless right now cause apparently theres nothing I can do to salvage the situation. I mean, technically there is something I can do. But there is this incredibly huge and obstinate obstacle in the way that just refuses to budge. I tried my best to shift it away, but it remains the same. I really didn't mean for things to turn out this way but yet it did. I know its my fault, that I'm the one in the wrong. Which makes it all worse. ):

Anyways, today was poolslot with only 5 devlins. It was, well.. painful? 1 hour nonstop game. Omg, with no subs. Omg, my hands were like numb after it all. After that was L4D with Benedict, Leonel, Romeo, DicksonH, Lin and Shunli. Omg this time our team not so imba already. ): Cannot blame Shun and Lin also since they don't usually play. ): Ahhh. Not that I take things too seriously, but the fun thing about playing L4D is when you win. Right, Benedict? HAHAHA, the both of us just pek cek over there HAHAHA! But nehmind, we'll be zai again!

Fuckkk, I think I'm falling sick again. Two days of poolslot under the rain, well no literally, but still all wet and cold... hmm. Having the flu and sorethroat too. Bahh.

Sometimes, I really wished I could turn back time. I wish there was actually something I could do. I wish I could do what I want, with no regards to what others might think. And of course, without having to lie. It is just so tiring.

Imma blog backwards cause I forgot blogger loads pictures the backwards way so yeah I'm too freaking lazy to shift and adjust the sequence of the pictures!

So anyways, Wednesday's clubbing session was like 'awesome clubbing session part 2' after the one with Fanghui! :D We went to Butter then back to Phuture for last hour! OMG, that means the whole clubbing session was good music throughout! Jane Ho ahh, seriously should start to like learn to not be so high after a mere couple of drinks! After a few mixers and she machiam flying siaa!


We L4Ded after clubbing and breakfast and BtTimahShoppingCentre! Omg, my team comprising of mainly Benedict Malcolm and yours truly is totally IMBA siaaa! Versus mode we totally pwnzxzx the other team! :D

The life cycle of my brother, Benson Ng. ROFLMAO. All of us had a good laugh at BeautyWorld McDs. Thanks to his photos and ShuhuiBFF's super funny comments to them! :D

Malcolm damn zai please. Look at the photo above. Does he look any drunk to you? No right. He looks perfectly fine right? Would you believe if I said before that he conked out for 2 hours? He only awoke when we reached Phuture, which is whut? 3am? HAHAHA! Zai sai please!

Awww ♥ Shuhui knows. I also know why this picture is so awesome! :D ♥♥♥ ♥you dipzxzx dipzxzx worzxzx! :D

And so, that was the Wednesday. I don't know how else to describe it except it was LEGEN.. WAIT FOR IT... HAHAHAHA! Its was really that fun. Which is why Jane and I are thinking if we should go again next Wednesday! But the sad thing is, likka nobody else siaaa. I dont know about the juniors, gotta ask them tmr. But Shuhui not going cause she'll be in Genting for her birthday celebration. Yushan thinks its too tiring. Lin, I not sure. Lets ask Gracieee! :D HAHAHA! Yeh lorzxzx. Howhow? Plus I got work on Thursday siaaa!):

And and, today team dinner like seriously WOOO. Now my stomach is feeling all wonky cause I ate TomYam noodles and after that I had Yoguru. Seriously. Yoghurt and TomYam do not mix very well with each other siaaa): Sianzxzx.

Okok, tmr slot again. Gonna sleep naozxzx. Anyone wants to play L4D after trng please text text me heh heh! :D

HARROW! :D Today was one helluva day. Spent pratically whole day in town. Hmmm, interesting photoshoot. Wanna see the end product but I gotta wait till Thursday! Owells. Finally caught '9' which was the epitome of awesomeness. Just kinda pity that it only last whut, 1hr 15 mins max I think. Seriously, the dolls are so cute that you just wanna grab them out of the screen and keep em in your pocket ^^v
Made a last minute decision to get a manicure pedicure. Kept looking at my nails before and felt instantly ugly. Will you believe me that manipedis are addictive? Once you start on them, you feel like any other nail polish brands just suck once you have tried OPI? Seriously. Not kidding! And and, if anyone ever wanna try doing a manicure or pedicure or GodBless, BOTH, do go down to NailsBar at FEP! They are at the 3rd floor where all the nail salons are situated! Purple and black cosy looking outlet! You won't miss it! I tried their services and one near the store and I tell you, I'M NEVER GOING OTHER OUTLETS. Their skills and service is superb! :D Always come out of there feeling like a Princess -cuePrincessyMusic No, I'm serious. They are goooood! (:



Finally, I think it should be safe enough for me to post this(: The boy whom I've been secretly crushing on for the 2months(: Yknow yknow, I'm not gonna mention any names. If you know then good for you! (: Isn't he cuteeeeeee! Don't you wanna keep him in a box and put a bowl of milk nearby awwww :D HAHAHA, machiam dog siol. But seriously, he is so adorable :D

I don't understand how some things are soooo obvious yet you don't pick up any details of it. At all. You're fcking brilliant. Now you know why you're at this stage? Why we're like this? Now you know? Oh yeah, I forgot. You still don't. >.< By the time you realise that it was never meant to be, it'll all be too late. Really too late. Sometimes I feel like I don't know you at all.