..but it ain't fair to everyone.

Insomnia on some nights. Not that I'm not tired. But too many thoughts being jam packed in my mind.

Typed a whole chunk, looked at it, and clicked on backspace.

Take caution, if you're really emotional, don't listen to Katy Perry's single "The one that got away". Really gets under your skin.

Better force myself to get some rest. Work as usual tomorrow. Nights.


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Jin chio wor o.O

Mega best, I love this shoe! )': Anybody wants to sponsor me for my 21st? /salivates

So many expensive things I want, so little moneh, how? /pouts.

You're the echoes of my everything.
You're the emptiness the whole world sings tonight.
You're the laziness of afternoon.
You're the reason why I burst and why I bloom.
You're the leaky sink of sentiment.
You're the failed attempts I never could forget.
You're the metaphors I can't create to comprehend this curse that I call Love.

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Earlier this week, I was having some sort of quarter life crisis. Feeling all frustrated with how my life is turning out and feeling like while everyone is on their way to their dream lives and here I am, still trying to figure out.

Like Annie in Bridesmaid, her life just came spiraling down; business failure, relationship stagnancy, it didn't help that her BFF was getting engaged and someone else was vying for her BFF's attention.

It's evident in the movie that everyday she wonders why isn't anything going right. But soon Megan comes in, and tells her to stop moping around and "be your own solution".

That scene, is an inspiration.

Many a times in my life I wonder and think, in so many ways my life could be better. While everyone is on further studies which is sponsored by their parents, I got to be out working. While everyone gets their stuff so easily because their parents can afford it, I got to slog it out for a few weeks just to get the same damn thing. While people seem to just get what they want so fucking easily, I just can't seem to get one damn thing right.

But then I realised.

Rather than spend the whole time wallowing in self pity, I can be my own solution.

I whine about further studies, but am I doing something about it? Nope.

I whine about having to slog. But without slogging, will I appreciate what I already have?

I constantly feel like I'm eating so much and it affects my waistline, but am I doing anything? Once again nope. I eat without caring, so who am I to blame?

Seriously, it's high time that I stop all these negative thoughts and whining because I could do much more constructive stuff as long as I start to take charge.

Come on everyone, gambatte together! :D Have a good Friday!

PS: HAPPY 22nd BFF @shufat (:


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WTF is she like so fucking angsty about? LOL >:o

If you ever ran out of movies to watch, even if you've watched it before, try this






I cried so hard at the end, as always. Even 200 pounds beauty didn't get me that hard for the Daddy scene :'(

Just in case some of you haven't watched this show before, its about a grandson who's raised in the urban city, living with his grandmother in the rural area for a period of time. Initially he was disrespectful, ignorant and absolutely detestable! But soon his grandmother, who's mute, manages to warm his heart. :'( \

So so so saddddd!!!

I love this show so much because I have a soft spot for the elderlys. I miss my ah ma too :'(