If only I was prettier, life would be easier. If only I was richer, life would be easier. If only I was smarter, life would be easier. But that would me me less me, no? Idk. But I really question myself sometimes.

20, and still stuck at a crossroads with no idea whats next. I really want to give SIA a shot, but I feel like Life is just not giving me a chance. When I'm able to progress far in the interview, I can the boot at the second last stage. When I have the confidence to try again, knowing that I have it in me, they give me the boot at height check when I am definitely eligible. I'm tired of trying, tired of rejection. When will it be my turn, to have it all? To have everything, to have the world under my feet? Just doomed to lead a mediocre life, die like I've never lived before?

No.

This is my life. I decide when I want to quit. 27 August. Come what may.





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Definitely coming down with a flu. :( sandpaper throat and leaky faucet nose. Dayummmmm. Since Monday, I haven't seen my seen my boyfr :( stupid army. But ohwells, one week plus left till BKK! Plus BFF coming back by the end of this week hehehe :D

And my bearbear so cute hor! Sho colorful ^^ got it during Family Day at USS!! :DDD



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Their voice, mostly noises.

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Stilettos and broken bottles

So far away, but still so near.



I'm right over here // Why can't you see me? // I'm giving it my all // But I'm not the girl you're taking home // I keep dancing on my own.

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HUULUUU

I spent my Saturday sleeping! :O woke up like super early (8am) and got down to AMK Macs for breakfast with boyfr, chilled smoked with his friends before heading back to his place to nap. And our nap turned into some sleeping beauty sleep :O

Woke up and called Dominos and Modern Family-ed and back to panjang. (Y) Too shag liao, cb Wednesday still cpf DB ToT wants to cry riao!

But OMGWTFBBQ IT'S USS THIS SATURDAYYYYY FUCK YEAHHHHHHHHH ^^


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Hello stranger.



Just got home, still as shag as yesterday. Went down to Bugis after work today. Bought my flatform, OSF dress (which I was too lazy to buy it online), and my Lovemore acneallout mask! ^^

My poor baby is stuck in camp doing duty on our 9th monthsary :(

/yawns. Think I'm gonna go to bed soon! Can my BFF fly home now. Miss her max!

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Location:Bangkit Rd,,Singapore

First post from iPad ^^

Teehee, sho happy with my new gadget. Just giving it a test post, cause I'm too shag from DB this afternoon. Eyes gonna close anytime now ToT

ANYWAYS Gingy reminds me that USS is next Saturday! :D Hohoho finally can sit the Battlestar Galactica since the last time B and I went was last year! ^^

Kkkayyyy gonna hit the sack now. Maybe I go drink more cloudy apple juice first. Hehe GOOONAI EVERYBARDI :D

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Location:Bukit Timah Expy,Singapore,Singapore

HEELLLOOOO ^^





I have been blogging quite frequently of late haven't I? :D

Today saw me nuaaaaing with Modern Family and Dominoes :D Great way to spend Sunday imho (Y)

And whats better than masking alone? Masking with my boyfriend ^^ Soooo cute when I peeled off the mask for him, he went "cooool uh!" /nodsfervently hehehe ^^ And so cute when he tried peeling mine off for me and I went "owww" and his eyebrows furrow hehehehehe ^^

Anyways if you've ran out of tv series to follow, try Modern Family! Its like, after HIMYM family version! :D So addictive (Y)(Y)(Y)

Ok, I better get off to bed! Work tomorrow and meeting my other BFF :D:D:D

G'night world! :D