Wednesday, June 29, 2011









Never would I thought I was this broken.

You know those times you sit around with your friends, friends of friends, and you hear them talking about how screwed up their relationships are, and you feel thankful that its not happening to you.


But that revelation you get when you hear something thats strangely familiar. Just brings you back to the past. Leaves you there with flashes and pulses of the heartbreak that you experience somewhere in the past not too far back. And suddenly you realise, everything you do, you take such caution its just so.. sad.



I'm scared to think into the future, because I did with you but look where it got me. I love Jeremy fucking shitloads. But I got to take rainchecks once in awhile, because I'm afraid he's gonna rip my heart out and smash it to the floor, just like you did. My folks never fail to remind me "don't take so serious" because they know how hurt I was last time and they don't want me to be hurt again.



Fuck. Jeremy doesn't deserve this. Fuck why. Seriously. :'(


I wish J is here right now. He always has a way to make it right. Turn my world the right side up.


"..We believed that we could change ourselves, the past could be undone. But we carry on our backs the burden. Time always reveals, the lonely light of morning, the wound that would not heal.." Fallen - Sarah McLachlan

Sunday, June 26, 2011

SKINCARE

When you get older, you start to pay attention to skincare > makeup. Ok, let me rephrase that. I meant, you tend to realise that you're not getting younger and that no matter how much make up you pile on, if your complexion is shit, you still look like shit and no amount of make up is ever gonna save that.


I was deciding whether to blog anot, and what to blog about. My life is seemingly boring these days its all about work work work boyfriend bestfriend work work and back to more work. /yawns. And so I thought I'd just share with.. whoever else is still reading this space of mine. I know my tumblr has some unexpected readers, I wonder who reads here o.O


So on to the main topic, I shall go according to how I'd do whatever when I'm back home from whatever LOL (*whatever is work/date/yep, whatever).


1. Make up removal
I loveeeeee this shit. I knew it before I knew www.zoeraymond.com, the blog. As in not she knew the product but more of, I knew of her blog existance. So fuck off if you think I'm trying to use her blog contents.

Anyways, I for one is a sucker for the "clean clean squeeeky clean" feel. So I hate oil based products. Which is bad cause most makeup remover out there are oil based. Which also explains why before this I remove makeup by washing my face thats all. Or I don't remove them at all since I'm so lazy. Which constitudes my badass complexion. (Y)

This water-based Cleansing Express not only removes make up, but its like a one stop 'washface+moisturiser+toner" all in one thingmajiggy. Perfect for a lazy person like me. Or any drunk girl after clubbing ^^ LOL.


2. Cure natural Aqua gel

When I bought this at Watsons, along with all the advertisements, somewhere it says "facial in a bottle". At 42 dollars for a bottle, I daresay its pretty expensive. But I thought I could try something new plus if it works, it costs cheaper than SKII which is close to 200 for a bottle :O The price women pay for beauty TSKK.

Anyways, once I tried it, I swear, after this bottle finishes Imma buy a new one. But I think I still have probably 3 months to that. And I bought it probably 3 months ago? There's still quite a lot in there. Good investment hur? Every application only requires one pump for the whole face. And you rub it all over, producing white fibre thingy. Apparently those are the dead skin cells. (Y) hehehe. Whats not to love about a product that yields visible results ^^


3. Kose Mask White
I think this product needs no explanation. Alot of girls use this and swear by its whitening capabilities. Ironic thing is the mask is black, and it has whitening properties. So cute.

And I like this product because after you apply it, it dries and you peel it off in one piece. And as you peel off, all the stuff in your clogged pores comes along with it. Like those pore strips, you can see them sticking out. Hehe. Good uh!


4. Love More Acne All Out

Xiaxue wrote an advertorial/review on this product. Its pretty good. Works the same way as Mask White. In a sense you apply and peel it off. But one thing I wanna rave about? The Sebum Softener aka Step One. OMG. When I first used it, I was so amazed. You're supposed to apply it all over your clean skin and massage for one minute and wash it off. After you wash it off, your face just feels so smooth and soft!! Machiam do facial for 2 hours kinda feeling! All for 19.90!! :D:D:D


5. Follow me O2 bubble mask
Sad to say, I'm not a huge fan of this product. I bought it during the bubble mask craze. It was all over the net, how Nu Ren Wo Zui Da was talking about it. But the real deal, I don't know what brand, was freakinggg expensive! It was sold at Sasa so you can check out the price there I think 100plus? Crazy expensive. So this was retailing at 20plus, so I thought I could try some bubbles on my face.


After applying it, it takes damn long for all the bubbles to disappear. Damn annoying since the instructions were to wash off only after all the bubbles have appeared and disappear. In a typical singaporean girl's life, I highly doubt we have so much time to sit around waiting for foam to slowwwwly subside. Easily takes half an hour to finish foaming up. And after that, its an absolute BITCH to wash off!! So I only use this like once a month or so when I feel like it. Since its too time consuming and too difficult to wash off imho.



6. Hada Labo super Hyaluronic Acid hydrating lotion

Love love love this! I was looking for a toner at (yes again) Watsons and saw the advertisement. One drop locks up an ocean REALLY? Awesome. Yet another awesome awesome AWESOME product you can find in Watsons.


Its really good cause it really moisturises your skin. But the trick to this is you gotta pat it in. I realise it works better when you pat it in as compared to putting in on a cotton pad and wiping it on. During those days when I was really dilligent, after using this for a week or two (with No. 2 & No. 8) My complexion was ahmayzing! :D


7. Hada Labo super hyaluronic acid Moist Essence EX

Since the lotion was so effective, I decided to up the skincare routine and got the concentrated version (I think) of the lotion. I got the serum thingy. I've only been using it for a week so I'm still undecided about it. Will update yall (whoever is reading this) if its good and worth the buy ^^

8. Etude House Sleeping Pack

This sleeping mask is damnnnnn good! As mentioned above, using it with other products listed above dilligently really made my complexion super soft and clear! And the good thing is this is pretty cheap! Like 12.90 if I didn't get it wrong for such a huge pack! (: Save your money, rather than getting those 3 for 10 mask from Faceshop, get this! :D



And so I've come to the end of this post. My proper post in a long while hur! So sleepy now (Y) Work tomorrow, guess I'm gonna hit the sack now^^ Hope I recommended some good buys to yall! :D



Saturday, June 18, 2011



Felt like I was the worst girlfr ever yesterday. I promised J that I won't drink so much, that I'd takecare of myself. But I ended up at his doorstep, stumbling into his arms at 2am. I asked him,"baby are you mad?" He said he was a little.

I disappoint him time and time again. ): He knows how to takecare of himself when he's out. Why I can't do the same? ):



But it felt so good. Cuddling in the morning rain. Pecks and kisses. <3


I'm scared and know better than to think of the future, but I hope its him. The boy who changed for me. My sweetie <3