Felt like I was the worst girlfr ever yesterday. I promised J that I won't drink so much, that I'd takecare of myself. But I ended up at his doorstep, stumbling into his arms at 2am. I asked him,"baby are you mad?" He said he was a little.

I disappoint him time and time again. ): He knows how to takecare of himself when he's out. Why I can't do the same? ):

But it felt so good. Cuddling in the morning rain. Pecks and kisses. <3

I'm scared and know better than to think of the future, but I hope its him. The boy who changed for me. My sweetie <3