I wish I..
- had skinnier arms
- had skinnier legs
- was taller
- didn't have fucked up complexion
- wasn't so fucking tanned to the extent it looks black
- had slimmer fingers
- had slimmer feet
- had bigger eyes
- nicer hair
- had abs
- was rich
- could do whatever I want without anyone judging me, stopping me
- could tell you everything but I don't dare to and its fucking killing me
-closeeyesanddeepbreathes.
"Well, maybe I know somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Or keep a straight face
And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up till now, I had sworn to myself
That I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk
I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me some kind of proof its not a dream
Well, you are the only exception.
And I'm on my way to believing. "
Makes me just wanna scream and cry at the same time.