Approximately 58 minutes to the New Year, looking back on this horrid 2009 I am so glad its going going gone. Forever a part of history. Cross fingers 2010 will be good.

My dear Devlins, this year wasn't that good for us either hur? Some many things happened, some of which I am absolutely sure hasn't been resolved yet, now the usual attendance of our team is what, 4? ): Saddd cans. But I hearts you guys soooo much :D I hope 2010 will be awesome for all of us(:

Fanghui:

Be strong cap'n! :D Sorry if I scared you during HCC when I got all choked up and had a mental breakdown. STOP WORKING SO MUCH and go eat Crystal Jade LMXLB with meee! :D:D:D

Tan Shunshun:

There was a period of time that we all felt sad and angry for you because of a certain someone, but right now I am just happy that you are happy. :D Youuu are soooo kewtzxzx! :D:D:D Love you teammate with the heart as big as her biceps PHOOEY YOOO!

CorinneOng:

HOTBABE HOTBABE, please don't think so much already. We all love you like (*&^%$#$%^&* so stop blocking us out and let us in again! I miss all the times we hang out together and have heart to hearts. Koi bubbletea sometime soon?(:

Cara Zhang:

ZHANG MEI PEI! :D Forever my unintended emo buddyzxzx, since year one right, we always like emo together. YOU! Will find someone who loves you for who you are and is not too LAZY to make damn sure you know it(: L4D soon ohgheys Zhang! :D

TIQTIQQQ! / GF:
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

That should be sufficient to explain our relationship HAHAHA! Thank you for all the advice and perk me ups, YOU ARE THE BOMBZXZX! LOVE YOUTO DEATHH! Thai Express and Cold Rock SOONSOON!

Well, 2009 was a shitty year but I gained a brotherrr :D Benson Ngggg! :D So glad to have you as my brother! Super fun person to hang out with! Bring Siewhui and me for mega big half boiled eggs soon ohgheysss! :D:D:D I also wish 2010 to be the most awesome one for you!

HONGCHOPING MY ONLY MALE BFF! :D The only other guy whom I'd say I LOVE YOU TOO! :D Thanks for listening to me everytime I whine, whenever I feel like the entire sky is crushing down on me(: I couldn't ask for a better bestfriend! :D Love you to bits and hope you find someone special soon! Stay strong too ohgheys BFF :D 2010 FTW!

I don't know if I should put you up here but I thought, why not? After all, you were the one who affected my 2009, making it one of the years that I look back and just, idk sigh? But its okay, I am a strong girl like what you said in 2007, I can make it through. Well, at least you taught me what Love shouldn't be like. It shouldn't have to hurt all the time. Sometimes I look at others and wonder why don't I ever have the balls to just really be mad at you for the shit you made me go through after 2nd March. Seriously 2 months was all it takes? Thanks. But ohwells, I'll be mature. Well, I'm happy that you're happy now(really?) and last long with Nicole yeah? Treat her well and have a good 2010!

Jane Ho Wen Jing:

You, are a superwoman. I really think you are. I think I know why your boobs are so huge already. Cause all those heartache and troubles you face in life, you keep keeping them in! This year I think I saw a little of the real Jane. Not the ditzy ditzy girl that everyone sees, but the girl who worries, who loves everyone around them and her Jappo(: Teammate and hotbabe, I really want 2010 to be awesome for you ohgheys! Devlins should shower more love on you I reckon! Somemore you the youngest! Oh Janeee! <3>

AmandaPanda AH MAN DUHHH:

You are my special junior! Maybe cause we're born like what, 1month apart?( I too lazy to really go count the days HAHA!) thats why we are able to click quite well(: I kinda forgot what made us bond so well together, but I sure am glad we did! You are such a nice girl, strong one at it and I'm sure 2010 will be LEGEN- WAIT FOR ITTTTT- DARY! :D

Jolyn Ng / Twinnieeee:
SKINNY BIATCHHH! :D So amazing hurhur, we only got to know each other for such a short time but you made it past a whole list of people and got to the top too(: Its so so wonderful how another person can be so similar to you you know and it gets so scary so frightening but relieved and happy at the same time. Clubbing, suntanning and shopping! :D Oh goshhh! The similarities seem endless! Whipped cream lover too! :D I hope you and Kenneth last long too ohgheys! :D I love you! :D

Last but not least, how can I ever forget, Shu Hui / BFF No. 1:

You. Oh. My. God. You. How do I ever start to describe just how awesome you are. :D Sweet, smart, cheery, bubbly, HOT, SHUSEXY, HAHAHA! Just too many to describe! One thing that I am majorly glad from 2009 was I really got so much closer to you because of R. If you ask me if all the shit that happened after R was worth it I'd say HELL YES because Shuhui was there for me all the time. Everytime I cried, everytime I felt like the earth was gonna open up and swallow me whole, she was the one, who never failed to be there to use her fats to bribe the earth to close back up and spit me out :D Always so protective of me, ever ready to spew Boomer bile on anyone who would so much as hurt me, YOU ARE SO AWESOME OH MY GODDD! ❤ Jacky Yen better treat you good and not make you cry so much else I be Tank and start going mad on him! Make sure he die fast! TSKK! BFF 2010 WILL BE GREAT! I LOVE YOU MOST! :D:D:D:D:D:D

And with that, I hope I will be happy in 2010. Happy. So simple, yet the hardest to attain. -deepbreathes, ok 2010, I am ready for you(:

Just a quick quick update. Went for the annual Christmas dinner with the entire extended family today. I think I just gained 20pounds or something from all the mash potato, pies, turkeys, hams and whatnots. Fcking full now but all worth it. Knowing my digestive system, everything will be out by tomorrow morning. Or maybe even later.

Tomorrow steamboat with the other Devlins at Yinteng's! Food food food, I'm kinda sorta getting sick of it. WHICH IS GOOD, judging from the amount I eat is like equivalent to the entire population of Africa's! \: Gahh.

Harrow Shunshun(: We ish pweetiezxzx lyk datzxzx :D:D:D Anyways, am glad am glad if you see my entry below I wanted to get a few things done AND I DID HOFCKINGRAY! :D Eyelash extensions touch up done, new dress for Wednesday, TOTALLY YEAH :D:D:D Sho nice ohgheys am so happy with my buy :D See the pictures of it on FB when Shuhui uploads them after Wednesday. SPEAKING OF WHICH, I MISS MY BFFs! ): MatthewHong and SiewShuhui! JoleneQuek SOS to both of you prease!): -pouts.

PS: How can you say that you have no time for the team when you obviously still have time for other things. }: Why did you give up when we haven't?

Once again, I got so upset after finding out some stuff. knnbccb. :<>

Sooo, I need to do so many things man!\: Need my manicure pedicure, touch up my eyelash extensions, look around for a nice dress for this coming Wednesday(seems so long since I bought a new outfit for clubbing HAHA!) and and, I'll think of more as I go. And oh yes, I watched Where the Wild Things are on my laptop AND HELL YEAH I WANNA GO AS MAX FOR HALLOWEEN NEXT YEAR! "Let the rumble begin!!!" :D:D:D

(: HOHOHO Merry Christmas Eve people! Seems like so long since I blogged siol! Last week was major chiong assignments week, am sofa king glad thats over nao! :D But I've been feeling so tired and sleepy lately, I can't seem to feel refreshed! And I fcking hate playing L4D2 for a long period of time cause it makes me feel like puking, bleah. ): BUT WOOO I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK, I NEED TO PARTY HARDDDD! :DDDD

Alas, guess what. B&J at Great World had a blackout like AH MAY ZING ohgheys. Till I ended my shift the power was still out, so imagine all the dry ice we had to use before the management came with the idea of using the plug outside KNNB. Say earlier la make me and Johanna panic only. Wanted to have XLBs for lunch but TMD CrystalJade LMXLB also blackout all the chefs chilling one korner. Bleah life sucks. ): So anyways, I'm feeling a little sleepy again. Gonna nap nao before doing whatever my family has planned for tonight. Have yourself a Merry Christmas babies! :D:D:D:D

Shucks, 'All the right moves' is like stuck in my head like a broken record player. But I refuse to download the song. \: I don't know why either. Anyways, all girls should seriously check out F21 @313. ITS FCKING AWESOME 4 LEVELS OF GOODNESS! I bought a maxi dress for 28 bucks FCKING CHEAP CHEEP! :DDD

Anyways, my days have been just non stop project project project UBER FCKING SIAN): Still got RD stuff to settle on top of all the IEP rubbish and AYC and AMPYC and what nots.): So mtherfcking sad please. I want my life back. Trying desperately to squeeze work in as well lest I got no money to spend. Gahhh. I miss training too, weirdly enough HAHAHAH FANGHUI DON'T KEEL ME! But owells. Something to definitely look forward to? Tomorrow. (: Work and then meet RafflesCity people :D Then its back to project project projecttttttt. FML.

Omgahh so cute my next bf must do that for me :D HAHAHA!

Finally, a much deserved break :D I'm happy happy! But then, when I am just starting to relax, I am also falling sick. Totally FML. Shoulda coulda be clubbing partying hard nao but noooo, I'm home. -sulks. ): Nehmind! Wednesday hurhur Shuhui BFF! Ready steady pom pee pee! :D:D:D

Harrow Julie! :D Hehheh! Random photo of the day again! LOL(: Aren't you gladdd we got each other to bitch to! :D Anyways, tomorrow I'm gonna be at Sand Toh Saaaaa with Siew and Ng! :D CAN YOU SPELL AWESOME? THAT'LL BE J-O-L-E-N-E! YAYYY! HAHAHAHA! :D And with that I give you zzzzzzzzzz, BAI! :D

"Mmm whatcha say?
Ooh that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmm Whatcha say?
Mmmm that it′s all for the best?
Of course it is
Mmm Whatcha say?
That it's just what we need,
You decided this.
Whatcha say?
What did she say?"

Hide and Seek, Imogen Heap.

There's the remix by Jason Derulo which is good! Heard it on Gossip Girl's latest episode. Interesting lyrics hur? Will be back for proper update soon, bai.

Just started savoring my new age, and I'm doing that by doing my fcking assignments. Gah. How fcking sad. ): Supposed to concentrate and all but I have to write this down now.

Was on FB and I saw this note by Lin, as in she found it somewhere on deviantart which I thought was, well WHOA. Click Please go and read it. After which, this is what I think.

Do you realize this is something that is constantly happening? ): Why? During the start of the relationship, they can promise anything. Promises to give, promises to accept, promises to always be there. And we, always so stupid and naive. Always believing. And it always turns out the same. We are always left right at the same spot, looking back and wondering just what happened. The same person, but just not so similar to the one from the past anymore. And you would give anything to have it back, you know its highly not possible, but you still hope something perhaps a miracle could happen and things would go back to how they used to be. But most of the time, miracles just don't happen. Why? Why make promises you can't keep? And after breaking those promises, you go on to others and make the same promises, what's the use? You're still going to be breaking them in the end. Sigh. Now you know why I'm so cynical and adamant that that concept of Love just don't tally with reality. Because it just, doesn't. And we have all these living proof around us to constantly remind us. Don't fall back into that shithole, Quek. Don't.
I foresee another day without sleeping, zzz. Left with a little more of the analysis and I'm done. Oh wait, there's still the presentation part. And then tomorrow will be out watching New Moon with AHMANDUH and then partyy at Phuture with all the awesome clubbing kakis! My doors are open to the word FUN :D Hoorayyy! :D:D:D Can't wait for holidays to comeee! Ok bai.