Just when I thought things were going well, things were looking up, I start to encounter obstacles. Obstacles that never fail to throw me back into the past. And there I'll go again, 'how I wish...' Why does the world always seem to unfair, unjust, sad and lonely to me? Things can't just go smoothly for once? There is so much I want to say. But who can I turn to now? And will they really be there when I need them to be? Because past encounters have proven to me that nobody, nobody, can be relied on. So where do I go from here?