All messed up. Sometimes, I really have absolutely no idea what I want. I have no idea what you want either. Everything just spiralling out of control. But I won't let it. I know I won't. After all I've been through, I'm not going to make the same mistakes twice. Its so hard to make you see. So damn hard.

I try to stay up, he's my wake up call

Either way I'm feeling, try to fake it up

losing control and I'm waiting for

The next time you hold me close and tell me I'm beautiful

Just let me go,

I can't let go

I know I'm outta my mind, cause I know that

(he ain't right)