Gahhh, bored lonely yet busy busy busy at home. Busy ttm thanks to all the stupid attachment preparations. Bored cause I've been doing that the whole day, and lonely cause... I skipped training camp for this. WTF. FML. My teammies are having teamtalk now. I'm sad. ):

I really really wish attachment could end now. Seriously. It sapping my energy, my life slowly but surely. So many things I want to do but I can't. Because attachment now has to be top priority. FML, why did I choose this course in the first place. FCKKKKKK.

I miss having fun. I miss being happy, from the heart. I miss being, me. Hello? Earth to Jolene Quek. Please come back.