Have I posted this before? I can't remember 'cause sometimes I skip a few cause they don't seem to apply to my life right then & posting it would seem a little redundant. Gosh I'm so screwed luh, MC for 2days when tomorrow supposed to be the day my mentor assess my lesson. Owells, gave her a call she said she'll just assess me on Thursday then but thats like what one day before Philip assess me. Great, thats just fantastic news!\: Owells, deal with it.

My throat feels horrid.): & my nose feels like its gonna drop off anytime & I feel ugly.): Quit messing with my head. Oh God, I can't stop thinking. I'm such a loser, stay strong asshole. Fck.

Ok time for my meds. Anyone has one for the heart?